Unable to sleep yesterday. Was pondering over things that happens lately. Not sure I had done my best. Worse still, did I do something wrong?
At times, you did your best, but things just don’t go your way. Then, all of a sudden, someone kind enough would point to you, saying “hey, You made a mistake. Buckle up!”. I don’t hate them, but thanked them. They make me learned my mistake. After all, we are human.
I did save life. That is what I mean to be, but the mistakes always come and knock your door, disturb your inner peace, making ripples in what supposed to be a calm lake. There are things that you are so sure the minute before, turn out to be opposite. The outcome that you anticipated, turn out to be no more than a waste of time. The effort, the sweat, and the name, all go down to drain!
I can’t help but realized, Is this what they mean by the difference of working life and student life? What makes the difference? Is it responsibility? Is it remorse? I don’t know. Honestly.
What I know is I will fight on! Come what may. I welcome every challenge.
