A Quiet Afternoon with Myself

For a long time, I have not seen daylight. Working schedule that makes me goes to work at 6 am and back at 8 pm makes me an indoor person. After a long on call, I am back with myself in this quiet afternoon with no one but myself.

Life is soon to be back at the square one. The one and the only is leaving soon to out station for duty. Nothing that I can do to hold her back. Its the government's order. Without realizing, my life has been so much dependent on her. Everything seems to be evolving around the both of us. 'We' has replaced the 'I'. I always look forward for more time to spend with her. Albeit, time is short.

Now, there is no better place than here, inside me. Inside my heart. Dwelling with the memories. Swimming in the sea of futures. How I wish all this happens earlier! How I wish time is longer!

I just want to be with me now.

Flowing Gently

It's ever so soft, caressing every rock and sand;
yet it is strong, carving ways as it goes.
It gives life to whatever we are now.
Let's save water

The Dead End

Do you ever wonder, the road in front is not the path that you ever want to walk ever more?

It is exceptionally lonely now, when you are alone walking down this wrong path. Can I ever turn back? I am not sure how. I am being pushed my the rush of people to the destination that I do not know where. Could it be that the destination is still the same, but it is me that changed?

Maybe its a dead end of the road. Or it is the cliff that I need to embrace myself to jump in. Then I can discover the new horizon